Mood: happy
Topic: Life
I honestly have been blown off my feet.
This weekend I will be in Wisconsin with Ray. I have to admit I'm a little nervous in going, but we all have to come out of our comfort zone every once in a while right? Especially if it's for the greater good of both parties.
I didn't think it was possible to fall for someone so fast. I didn't think there would be anyone out there like him. He's intelligent, sweet, kind, thoughtful, NOT a club-head or a weed-head, loves God as much as I do, and shares most of, if not all of, the same interests as me. I've waited so long for someone like him to walk into my life, and now he's here. I know that in months past I've "felt" other people, but not on the level that I feel Ray. This time he returns what I give, he gives back the same feelings that I give him. There's a couple of passages from his bio that I want to share:
If I am with you, I want to be with you for life, assuming that we are in agreement about what we think a relationship should be. I'm not going to bail when times get hard...in fact, it's during those times when we should get closer. As long as you can love me, respect me, are honest with me and faithful to me, you will have a lover for life...guaranteed. I'm the type of person who is completely dedicated to the relationship. I hear of many people say "We broke up because he got a job somewhere else." I don't subscribe to that thinking. If my partner gets a nice job somewhere else, and after discussing it, we determine it's the best move, WE are packing up an moving. He's not going anywhere without me, and I'm not moving anywhere without him. If we happen to fall upon hard times, and all we have is $1 and a box to live in, I'll take that dollar, go buy us a hamburger, we'll have dinner, and cuddle up in our box for the night. That's how dedicated I am to the man I love who loves me just as much.
See what I've gotton myself into? Do I love it? ABSOLUTELY. Do I want it? HELL YEAH! Does he make me feel good? ABSOLUTELY.
More after I get back on Sunday.
Posted by Tim
at 10:02 PM CST